January 2012
1 post
August 2011
7 posts
bored writin' rhymess
sittin’ starin wall at the wall
mind going crazy
don’t know what i’m gonna do
future lookin hazy
like the uncertainy
like sponatity
i like spona-new-ity
homeboy get it once
he wanna give gratuity
please baby please
okay thank you
they like what you idid
but the love what i do
the truth is hard to handle
lemme tell some lies to you
i’m not the illest
...
“If you tell the truth, you don’t have to remember anything.”
– Mark Twain (via kari-shma)
I am right in this moment. That is ALL.
If I were a guy...
I would be the sterotypical guy. I would want the hottest girl, the best job, the nicest things, and all that. Soooo I guess I can see where guys are coming. but i do know all that would get real old real quck and real boring real fast .
so I want the funnest guy, with a job he loves, and that is happy and can teach me things and like to take crazy ass adventures and wants to see the world and...
July 2011
8 posts
Love defined.
When I look up the definition of love it’s described as a “verb” and a “noun” and a “feeling” and all these other labels that can’t even begin to describe love. Love is a state of being. Being completely judgement free , it Can’t be put into the same category with any kind of pleasure because with “pleasure” comes pain. It cannot be...
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these two lovely ladies.
Argo and Hayden. YEAH I am SOOO excited to be apart of a kickass trio with the two of you. I can’t wait for all the adventures we go on and for many memories full of laughs and LOTS of dancing in public just for you KELLLLLLLY. I love you both and I am so thankful to have two smart, dynamic, beautiful funny BABES in my life. mwaaah
xoxoxoxoxo
again and again and again
life
filled with redundance
people living
repetively
repeating
waking
sleeping
living
dyeing
loving
hating
repeat
I don’t want to die
I don’t want to age
I don’t want to hate
I want to live forever in this moment
this one right now
I want to break the cycle
-Bella
cycle
it's 5:30
So I’m sitting here replaying my night and my whole experience in California. I’m realizing more and more everday how truly powerful your mind is. When you control you thoughts and direct your energy to the things in life you want it’s the LAW that they will come to you. We have the world in the palmof our hand.
I’m so excited about everything I’m experiencing.
June 2011
5 posts
truth.
I AM IN PERFECT PEACE.
YOU ARE IN PERFECT PEACE.
WE ARE PERFECT PEACE
WE ARE REFLECTIONS OF EACHOTHER.
WHATEVER I SEE IN YOU I SEE IN MYSELF.
AND WHATEVER YOU SEE IN ME IS IN YOU.
tattoooo number 3 :)
what does it mean to you?
May 2011
28 posts
Isn't it ironic?
Isn’t it ironic how when you give your attention to someone and you are eagar to talk to them and see them they end up being distant and short and whatever. BUT when you are distant and not so eagar that’s when they want you. It’s intresting how it is human nature to want what you don’t have. Blondes want to be brunettes, curly haired people want straight hair, white people...
the game.
Okay so i am officially sick of the game. Doesn’t it ever end? Really just want to have a friend and be able to call and text you when i want and not have to worry omg am i being annoying or to eager. shit. It gets old quick , even more so when you feel like you really might like someone, I don’t wanna just be someones playtoy.
a "what i need to get" list :)
a dust pan
trash can
bathroom trashcan
carpet
drawer
fouton
coffee table
dining room table
chairs for the table
lamps
qtips
drawers for the bathroom
tacks
reminiscing
“Said said Said I remember when we used to sit In the government yard in Trenchtown Oba, ob-serving the hypocrites As they would mingle with the good people we meet Good friends we have had, oh good friends we’ve lost along the way In this bright future you can’t forget your past So dry your tears I say No woman, no cry No woman, no cry Oh my Little sister, don’t...
letting go.
release
my mind
my body
my heart
out of control
letting go
going
going
gone.
Today.
So today was realllly fun. I hungout with my friend Ryan first we went to the yummiest mexican place in East LA. The best mexican food i’ve had!!!! After lunch we went to this little thrift store and i bought cute brass salt and pepper shakers and a sweet ass indian style elephant stool to match with desk my friend made me :) Then we went to this bridge and took pictures the sky was insane...
I still feel your fingertips
tracing the shape my lips
caressing my hips, staring so deep
reminesing in my sleep
i toss and i turn
for you my mind aches
body urns
and in return
you arrive
smiling , bringing me alive
inhale,hold
exhale,release
stopping mid breath, breathe
trembling, tossing, trying to resist
surrender,
your mouth warms my ear
whispering, those sweet nothings
...
I have to remind myself...
That everything in life is perfect. No matter how awful it may seem or hard it may be to get through it is put in your life for a reason. Life is lesson,learn it. If you don’t the same “issues” will come about again and again. It’s a cycle you can keep bumping into the same wall over and over if you don’t SEE it. See what is put in front of you and say okay this is...
A house is not a home...
So it’s 2:45 am monday the 16th and I am moving into my first apartment in a few hours.I am so excited to have something to call my own and to work for. I have nice tall cielings and a huge window…this is going to be my little peice of heaven to come to after work. I’m going to make it so cozy, I can’t wait to be able to come home make myself dinner put some music on and...
