HI!
HI!
(Source: spumonis, via hislatestvictim)
sittin’ starin wall at the wall
mind going crazy
don’t know what i’m gonna do
future lookin hazy
like the uncertainy
like sponatity
i like spona-new-ity
homeboy get it once
he wanna give gratuity
please baby please
okay thank you
they like what you idid
but the love what i do
the truth is hard to handle
lemme tell some lies to you
i’m not the illest
i’m not the realest
back that shit up cause i can’t even feel it
truth truth lemme spit some
every last rap bitch come and succumb
give ya rhymin rights up
ima revoke ya tounge
no speakin just breathin
ya lips say i’m number one
sit back and read em
no challenege i just defeat em
Me::Warheads guy::Sam::Mele at the X Games.Photo by Bella
I am right in this moment. That is ALL.
I would be the sterotypical guy. I would want the hottest girl, the best job, the nicest things, and all that. Soooo I guess I can see where guys are coming. but i do know all that would get real old real quck and real boring real fast .
so I want the funnest guy, with a job he loves, and that is happy and can teach me things and like to take crazy ass adventures and wants to see the world and likes to try yummy new food and has no FEAR.
Because the guy up top has exactly that , fear, fear of being judged and caring what everyone thinks.
NOOOO thank you.
When I look up the definition of love it’s described as a “verb” and a “noun” and a “feeling” and all these other labels that can’t even begin to describe love. Love is a state of being. Being completely judgement free , it Can’t be put into the same category with any kind of pleasure because with “pleasure” comes pain. It cannot be associated with any feeling including sexual, emotional, physical, because feelings are of the ego and are not real and love is beyond that. Love is the only thing real we have , it has no opposite unlike happiness, sadness, anger, etc. Real love not lust, want, admiration, obbession, or anything else that tends to be confused with love. Love is undefinable, unexplainable, it’s what we truly are. Love is our soul, our being, our everything. and that is all.
<3 Bella xo
I have the world across my back. I’ve had it for a month now, so I’m at the point where I forget about it. People stare at me, and I become confused. I’m becoming fluent in talking with strangers. It’s scary, for a person like me, but also liberating. This tattoo was a great choice not only for myself in selfish reasons, but for reasons that will make me a better person.
I want to work on being less shy and more open.
I’m writing music and notes on my script everyday.
Life is moving.